Hole

by LITTLEBLUEWOLF

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I'm not even sure what this track is about. When I wrote it, I was in a bad place, so would spend a lot of time just thinking of a different life, and sometimes not even thinking at all. I became fixated on the idea that there could be multiple versions of you, in a completely different place who made different- maybe better choices in life- than I am making right now. Somewhere out there, there is a grown up version of you, who has exactly what you want when you're older; yet they are still questioning everything because they aren't satisfied. They are restless, and this is maybe what I'm worried about becoming. I'm worried that no matter how much I change things, I will always be restless with what I have. And that I have always been a nobody, but I want to make a difference in the world before I die. I want to do something good for someone.

If you look too hard within yourself to find what you are supposed to be, you will find nothing. It you wait for it to happen, it might happen. So I guess I wrote this song to try and get some closure, and to tell myself that it is ok to be restless- one day I will settle.

It's ok to not know who you are.

lyrics

Lyrics-

I'm only half alive.
Half a headache,
Half the soul in my eyes.

No one can understand,
the pain is why I'm driven.
No one can comprehend,
That all good things must come to an end.
Come to an end.

I'm only half a voice,
That never had a say, anyway.

The air we breathe is compromised,
Desperate measures then we die.
Then we die.
Then we die.

And oh, the only way to fall,
Is into the waterfall,
Where the water reflects, your soul.
But if you look too hard you'll only find
A big black hole.

All things happen at the same time.
Multiple versions of you,
30 years, with kids, and a dog too.

You broke your arm when you were nine,
Had a dream that you could fly.
And you're still searching for proof,
Happiness, and colourful tattoos.

Colourful tattoos.

And oh, the only way to fall,
Is into the waterfall,
Where the water reflects, your soul.
But if you look too hard you'll only find
A big black hole.




And oh, the only way too fall,
Is into the waterfall,
Where the water reflects, your soul.
But if you look to hard you'll only find..
Oh

And oh, the only way too fall,
Is into the waterfall,
Where the water reflects, your soul.
But if you look too hard you'll only find...

But if you look too hard you'll only find...

credits

released January 31, 2015
Songwriting of all instruments - Lois Anya Foster,
Drum Performance credit goes to Alex Edwards.
Recorded and mixed by Ben Turner, Stage 2 Studios.

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LITTLEBLUEWOLF Bath, UK

LITTLEBLUEWOLF is a blue-haired 21 year old with a lo-fi obsession and a sound reminiscent of the 90s. She currently draws inspiration from world events, personal experiences, her childhood, and conspiracy theories. A chaotic whirlwind of ambient and choral vocals, fuzzy electric guitar, and drums that sound like a fast train about to lose control and come off the tracks come to mind. ... more

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